Saturday, 28 December 2013

What I really wanted to say.

If we walked a little bit slower.

I would want to know more about you. Why do you take this huge responsibility as our faculty representative, when you don't really want it? But I wouldn't want you to let go either. Because you wont be walking me home after meeting. I'm not scared of walking alone, trust me. I've done this shit even before reaching adulthood, and nobody cares. Nobody, nada, no one ever gives a shit. I don't even care what ever happened in CTF1 at night like how you told (tried to scare) me.

Sorry. Saya actually lama gila sudah tidak feel macam ni.

I don't want to question about the cigarette part. I'm okay with it.

I'm just not okay with the part why Dani took you away so quickly, when you can stay with me while waiting for my burger. Or we can stay for burger, I don't mind. I don't have any class nor assignment to rush tomorrow, though I have to do some work at 11am the next day.

I want to talk to you. I just want to.

Actually, saya fikir 97 kali sebelum tekan send dekat wechat - "thank you, for walking me home :)" dan pada kali ke-98, saya tekan juga butang send. HAR HAR HAR.

Saya ada kupu-kupu dalam perut. Entah macamana kupu-kupu jahanam ini boleh masuk dalam perut saya dengan begitu cepat. Laluan mana kamu pakai woi?

Maybe this is just temporary excitement.
Dan mungkin juga saya sedang mengalami sindrom mak cik kesepian. HAR HAR HAR.


                                          Ah,
                                                 macam dulu juga,
                                                                sama juga cerita dia.
                                          Selepas cuti,
                                                  hilanglah rasa ni.
                                                                 kau pun mungkin cakap
                                                                           "Sarah balik sendiri ek? hati-hati tau."
                                                                  macam begitu.
                                                  dan saya pun, macam biasa.
                                           
                                                                    akan rasa 
                                                                                                        sakit.


Saya (sangat) takut.
I'm (very) scared.
ζˆ‘ (很) 怕


I don't want to get to excited.



But anyway, thanks.
For walking me home :)



Sarah.



Monday, 21 October 2013


Saturday, 19 October 2013


Trust me,

I'm trying my hardest to avoid this feeling too.